So. I had never heard of this happening before. I didn’t know it was possible. I never even considered it. And so I was pretty gobsmacked when it did happen. My first guide – my spiritual rock – has moved on. She became more and more distant and then when I asked about it she said “Goodbye.”
And ouch. I was hurt. I knew it wasn’t personal, I knew I had other guides in my court. I knew that the purpose of her working with me was in order for her to evolve. But still. That smarts. I had had a very deep and long relationship with the entity I refer to as “J.” And now. She has evolved to a place where she is no longer working directly with me.
So what do I do now? Nothing. I’ve continued to read for people, although it has been different. I have relied more on working directly with the spirits around the people themselves and with less focus on my own guides. I feel safe and protected still. I am still competent and connected. But. It is a bit lonely. I miss J.
Why do I bring this up? Because surprise and uncertainty is part of evolution. And chapters of evolution do come to a close to make way for new ones. And hey! I graduated. So that is good. And that helps with the letting go. And the just appreciating what I’ve been given and what I experienced.
And now I just stay open for the new lessons. And they are coming thick and fast.
Are you undergoing evolution? Care to share about it in the comments?
